Beaming Light Horrible Relief

 

** This is a conversation shared At the Table two years ago. This came to me this morning…after sharing a conversation with a friend yesterday…as she gracefully stepped into acceptance…she told me…”what a horrible relief”…

I immediately understood, and felt the energy…and awakening is still that…a horrible relief…but as we continue to awaken at new elevations, we allow new observations of this process, and the acceptance comes easy…softly…deeply…for we now see that WE are each activating the next step in the process, and how we ACCEPT and RESPOND to the process, at each elevation, is how we experience the next shift of the Self in Form….

I was guided to share this conversation again, for the  travelers newly awakening, and for those that simply would like a space for a deeper breath…I am honored to share it here today……** Namaste’

Today’s conversation comes from an awareness..perfect and true..that awakening IS a horrible RELIEF. Like waiting for the right moment that is really just you waiting to let go of the fear to see the truth..then..The way is ILLUMINATED  by your sheer exhaustion from hiding your eyes…

Many visitors have shared recently their awakening stories..all very intense and some very dimensional…some have much drama, some are immediately healed…ALL of us TELLING STORIES.

The Horrible is the loss that seems to be a pattern in this process….the loss of family and friends..be it by our decisions or theirs. The loss of jobs and homes..and most of all..the loss of who we thought we were… the seemingly time wasted. All the programmed patterns that must be illuminated to be eliminated……the Horrible is we realize the immense struggles we traveled through..in ILLUSION. We THOUGHT we were LIVING..when in fact..none of it turns out real.

The RELIEF is the acceptance and the peace that comes from this process..when we step in grace to our true BEING…we are through it..we are still alive..living with a clear and present knowing…a deeper acceptance..of not just ourselves..and it must start there, but a deeper awareness of others truths as well..and their struggles, for we all have them,and then you go to a higher dimension of consciousness, where literally all that HORRIBLE realization is created into a beautiful masterpiece..like a raw and twisted piece of burl wood..that once care is given and its skin is polished, its brilliance is shown ..the beauty captivates your heart and then the story can be told..with new breath, new acceptance..a grace that we had hidden away JUST FOR THIS OCCASION.

 Stop chasing what your mind wants and you’ll get what your Soul needs

Awakening is not easy..ITS NOT PRETTY, ITS RAW AND TWISTED, it’s a mess..unless it isn’t..but we all have the scars of the journey., and they cannot be dressed in pretty bows..until you look at the raw and twisted truths and then the polishing can begin..and the twisted truth..illusion, can be loved into this masterpiece called your awakened life…what a relief..

“No matter how awakened you are, the conditioning roots are deep; very deep. Reclamation is a constant process.”

― Bryant McGill, Simple Reminders: Inspiration for Living Your Best Life

You do not think yourself awake, you find yourself knee deep in confusion. You do not know you are stuck until you are in the middle of the mud….and drowning. It is simply timed within your Soul..the mission of the Soul, to experience Its own Self through this Human Being  on Earth.

“Consciousness is non-physical.

You are the witness of the wonder.

You are in your own world. You are free. You are liberated. You are nothing to do with anything.”

― Michael Mackintosh, You Are Not A Person

 

To perceive this truth..”you are nothing to do with anything”….melds consciousness and acceptance…what a relief…..Unity….

We share these stories today At the Table, for all those newly awakening, and for a gentle reminder to all… that this process..this awareness of each to  the Souls that they are…is indeed very personal, and is to be honored. We share with you the immense joy that comes from our hearts to witness such awakenings. We understand …we paved this path..all for ourselves, from the Masters of the past before us…that too..paved their own paths… and now you have the blueprints ..there is indeed a manual for awakening..it lives within each of you..read the book..sitting on the twisted raw burlwood..and you will begin to experience your given knowledge. What a horrible relief indeed….

Thank you for joining us today At the Table, where we are honored and grateful to share what is On my Plate. This time on Earth is chaotic and calm, is of war and of peace, is absolutely perfect and we must all unconditionally accept what we, as each individual chooses to experience. It is all such ..as it needs to be…grow within, dance to your own harmony…struggle as much or as little as is required to pave your own journey. Illuminate the peace and the Love within your hearts dear fellow travelers..we have come such a very long way to find….. Home….Namaste’

May the Long Time Sun
Shine upon you
All love surround you
And the pure light
within you
Guide your way on
Guide your way on

May the Long Time Sun
Shine upon you
All love surround you
And the pure light
within you
Guide your way on
Guide your way on

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