Beaming Light Long Way Road

“Why shouldn’t I hate her? She did the worst thing to me that anyone can do to anyone else. Let them believe that they’re loved and wanted and then show them that it’s all a sham.”
Agatha Christie, The Mirror Crack’d from Side to Side

True indeed…when betrayal is the experience and the answer, it would be reason for bitterness…anger…and all those were indeed experienced along the awakening way…yet..the unconditional truth is this…long ago was accepted the betrayal…while dreaming of “what could be”…and allowing the betrayal to sting…but not deter my trying to be the reflection of love …..to be seen through my face as a mirror…MY LIGHT….

We can age but a mature observation…..well…takes time…being pecked to death has repercussions…..

This time..I walked away…I shut the door…..with love….and in that moment…the cords were finally released…this was me…unconditionally allowing myself to love but allow harm to me…..no longer…..

I kept that wound open within myself…with HOPE…of an outcome…that was to never be…

When we truly are aware of the “never will be” and accept that…without ONE PERSON in the story…just simply the desired outcome…everything becomes so clear…it bursts all illusions….gently….bittersweet with no more “what could have beens”…

At 62 years on this Earth…I am grateful to have found this moment of peace and completeness….with a matured heart and mind…. its so very hard to lose a parent while they are still living…..its unnatural…or maybe its the most natural outcome indeed….

Be well Mom……………..Giving and Receiving are one…I love you…..

“Only yesterday I was no different than them, yet I was saved. I am explaining to you the way of life of a people who say every sort of wicked thing about me because I sacrificed their friendship to gain my own soul. I left the dark paths of their duplicity and turned my eyes toward the light where there is salvation, truth, and justice. They have exiled me now from their society, yet I am content. Mankind only exiles the one whose large spirit rebels against injustice and tyranny. He who does not prefer exile to servility is not free in the true and necessary sense of freedom.”
Kahlil Gibran

Thank You — PRAYERS TO THE COSMOS

Dear God, I was surprised this morning how fast You answered a prayer. I prayed, and five minutes later—no more—I saw a clearer day, prayer beginning to be answered, and then, a little longer, and a prayer answered. This swiftness helps me to realize that You want to help me to make my life work. […]

via Thank You — PRAYERS TO THE COSMOS

Beaming Light Beaming Love

We live fully, the awakened energy within us.

I am empowered by that which I establish relationship with, in my life. I am responsible for that which I express into being…….

I am love…being.

I AM LOVE….BEING…

Say this…as you are in a stillness…take a simple breath, and feel this enter your awareness…and FEEL how immense this simple yet oh so powerful truth is…

Respond with your life in this awareness. Live fully this expression.

No matter your thoughts…You, We, I, All….ARE indeed…. Love, being.

Beaming Light Setting Suns

 

We talk about the Light of our Souls rising as bright as Diamonds…we talk about the rising consciousness as easy as we see the rising sun…yet the setting suns are where we cross our finished lines and the celebrations are just as lovely there as the risings.

The feats we have accomplished…some without our knowing…are nothing less than miracles.

I have been waking up sincerely..in earnest and hardship since 2000. One step at a time…one rising sun at a time..and indeed…with each setting sun…..I took a deep breath and stayed the course…saying many times…the light of day will show the way…

When June 2017 came in…I felt new energy in big new ways.. I felt big waves of energy..changing my everything. It felt as if I was on top of a wave and it just was some kind of GIF..like I would ride a bit then seem to go head first over and then I would simply rise up from inside the wave and be back on top.

In this space of new air, I tend to believe, I have grown accustomed to this not knowing maybe a bit too deeply…yet…the more I do not know and simply allow..the better my focus is becoming…

Yesterday, as I sat to write, as I do every day.. writing in my journal…something shifted.

I felt a very solid foundation under me. It was as if I had been tumbling and going around and around…I cannot describe it further…and I realized I was coming back to myself…my original self in form. This is what came to me…almost in a scream

“Its coming back around to your Self…that you were before…except so very different now. You see yourself so clearly..no attachment..just observation..like meeting someone new that just entered the room farthest away from you….so you observe yet you FEEL the person. You realize right now… you went through ALL OF THIS AND THAT to simply take one step , which took the first 10 days of June, and land perfectly upright…..that was a BIG STEP..I will not deny myself safe passage here”  Everything of ME before that moment..simply was gone…in a flash…I felt changed…I felt the difference in my energy in ways I am still gathering info on..

I sat last evening enjoying the Cali breeze..and it was steady and it felt comforting, the sun setting… and suddenly..I heard distinctly a tune..and it played fully DECK THE HALLS..all the way to fa la la la la…la la la la…I looked up..like I was somewhere else…or HAD been looking somewhere else…I felt dimensional layers ..and I asked my Hubs..did you hear..and before I could finish the sentence he said yes..I heard the tune Deck the Halls clearly….. I was speechless…it seemed to come from our chimes…the tones felt an infinity about them..etheric…yet loud and clear as if a radio was playing literally.

Awakening ..and the process of such…and the sharing and being human while doing all this…has sort of gotten in the way of the real process….We busyed ourselves as so not to realize how incredible and suffering this all  has been. Stopping to catch our breaths..share our joys and shatters..and rise yet further.

This completion …the truth of my fear..or the fear I clung to….was in my life story and came to a full expression and I was completely conscious of it..in 1972…yet…it was a quick snippet of consciousness then…….but a seed indeed planted ….for my remembering in 2017…..

It is in touching and feeling that long ago moment…burst all of everything else within me…there were tears of complete joy…heart full and heart felt…and empowering..like seeing life completely unearthed… and my awareness of it… I will NEVER FORGET the feeling of it being unearthed within me.

I am experiencing the swiftness of this energy and its ability to catapult us neatly to balanced points of awareness for our thoughts to be in pure forming energy. As within us…the worlds stage too…is changing radically and the views are many to choose from…for me…I feel the DOING ..Rising…the time for BE-ing..has completed..I will always BE transforming myself…now….though…..with nothing in my pockets to carry….

May your day be plenty…and may your heartfelt desires be plenty as they form your world full of rising suns…yet…feel  enjoyment…in relishing what is truly given…what is truly illuminated…within a setting sun.

I have no clue, if I will continue writing here. I have struggled with this since September of 2016, when words took on new tones and seemed less powerful….or less….period….than they were before.  I feel the living the words ALIVE is more enriching than writing with them..these days…

The enlightened moment of clarity..has released me from some foreign gravity that held me in place. Is this the beginning of a second phase of awakening where there are no words yet to describe the journey…on purpose? Maybe…Namaste’

 

Beaming Light Enough

 

After the awakening, and I mean the deeply awakened realization…has purged you through and through…you begin to see…that you really are not creating a NEW LIFE..you are creating NEWLY with the building blocks that our awakened life is showing us. In creating WITH what is given us through our own surrendering to WHAT IS…we learn to GUIDE these building blocks.  You and the flow of Life are one in this awareness…and ultimately, you understand what is possible and what is not…what potentials have awaited your grand awakening and what potentials were never to be…and you now feel empowered by both.

It is here, it seems, that our spiritual awakening no longer matters. We have come through that experience and it in itself…is simply a past experience or a gateway we traveled through. It is here, that we discover a deeper maturity about ourselves….our balance is sharper…we have come to a new awareness of ourselves as the Soul that drives our vessel…. yearns for expansion…growth…experiences. We ARE awakened and are LIVING AWAKENED..and that’s enough.

The more you ALLOW life to be what IT IS…the more it is RENEWED through you. Our awakening is not merely an experience. We discover here, that our awakening has always been within us…we merely reached its frequency to awaken within us….our knowing of it…our realization of our own sleepwalking. We were given so many clues and short snap shots of something that felt familiar all along our sleepwalking path…it is once the purging has completed, we are given “pictures” in our third eyes…of experiences that was showing us…our own awakening promise.

Once we experience these massive shifts within us …and we come through our own fires of our own awakening process, we need not carry them around our necks…to be reminded of who we are…or where we have been…we Live  them..we reflect these steps we have mastered…. We have BECOME NEW on this Earth. We have brought the wisdoms and the maturity to Light within us…the truth has set all illusions completely free from the mind and the heart. To know this…is enough.

There is no end to this grand strange trip…once awakened…and once you OBSERVE yourself AWAKENED..freely…you are enough and life is enough and what is…is perfect for creating what will BECOME your new experience as you continue living your new life in the new energy you have a mastered understanding of. Use this energy…let it not lay dormant…be not bashful of it…surrender to your Mastery here.

This process, for me…has come to a maturity that allows me more room to relax into the next stage…whatever that might be. I know for sure…there are no illusions left in my life…I can see clearly now…and it is good…it is ENOUGH.

May your blessings be abundantly embraced..Namaste’

 

 

Beaming Light Distance Healing

 

This Strawberry Full Moon…indeed…has illuminated many available chapters, for closings….the completions within the clearing process…..

This moon…stationed farthest from the Earth…seemed to shine on the distance I have traveled…..like a super moon. It is, as it is, with my Reiki…distance can indeed be stronger medicine.

Maybe we had to move that far from our life…in order to see it…or maybe…in order to be able to ENDURE…seeing it.

It is, or seems to be, the very deepest “reasons” or understandings of my core life experiences, that have come for clearing and understanding. Being able to work with these truths, in a new maturity brings such doneness…..ability to see the distance I am from that life…the great distance I have traveled from me to I AM……

Create an amazing adventure within your day…

 

Beaming Light EXPANDING

 

This Full Moon is opening intuitive knowing so pure in energy..my mental thoughts are empty and all there is is knowing THIS…AWARENESS …I AM in many new elevations of FEELING WITH IT…

 

 

“Sometime I think; and sometime I am.”
Paul Valéry

Beaming Light God and Me

 

 

Translation:

No power to speak, no power to keep silent.

No power to beg, no power to give.

No power to live, no power to die.

No power to rule, with wealth and occult mental powers.

No power to gain intuitive understanding, to contemplate spiritual wisdom.

No power to find the way to escape from the world.

He alone has the Power in his hands, he watches over all.

O Nanak, no one is high or low.

God and Me…..Me and God ARE ONE

33rd Pauri Japji – Morning Prayer

Beaming Light Attitude

Sometimes….truth is so difficult for some to simply accept and be responsible with..bless them…and yes…save the cool white stares…honestly..doing it 5d……

 

 

Power
Dizzy with it stumble
Detail
A chance for us to quarrel
Anger
My head is shaken violent

If I could calm or restrain you
For the sake of pity
Save the pistol
Save the cynics tongue
Save the cool white stare
And treat me to an honest face sometime

Amaze me now

Trust is
The greatest human error
Empty
Used me as a vessel
Ruthless
You’re not known for subtlety

If I could calm or restrain you
For the sake of pity
Save the pistol
Save the cynic’s tongue
Save the cool white stare
And treat me to an honest face sometime

Amaze me now

Artful
Well there’s quite a skill to torture
Half smile
Was it all you could deliver
Token
So hard to be pleasant

If you could calm or restrain it
For the sake of pity
Save the pistol
Save the cynic’s tongue
Save the cool white stare
And treat me to an honest face sometime

Amaze me now

Natalie Merchant and 10,000 Maniacs

Beaming Light Timely Message from Judy Satori

 

The message for today from Spirit…Monday 5 June…”We are with you. We want you to understand why so many of you feel uncertain and anxious…why some of you also feel unwell and scattered in your energies. In two days time…7 June… there is an important conjunction of energies coming up from Amenti, the place of creation within the Earth and from the heart center, source creation energy, emanating from 22 galaxies of a multi-galactic diamond-shaped grouping of galaxies.

The pressure that you feel, which is building up within you as you are a conduit between Heaven and Earth, will probably become stronger. You may feel worse over the next two days. Be gentle with yourself. Then the veil of not knowing will part and you see your new direction and your place within life. You will then be vibrating differently. Your new energy vibration will be part of a new you, which will open you to a new life cycle…a new chapter in your life and a more expanded sense of being.”

The message is that we are going through a powerful cycle of change right now. Just trust the process and don’t worry! I am feeling this very strong energy too. Remember, we are not like salmon…we don’t need to try to swim up stream. Relax. Let go and let God. Judy x