Beaming Light Enough


After the awakening, and I mean the deeply awakened realization…has purged you through and through…you begin to see…that you really are not creating a NEW are creating NEWLY with the building blocks that our awakened life is showing us. In creating WITH what is given us through our own surrendering to WHAT IS…we learn to GUIDE these building blocks.  You and the flow of Life are one in this awareness…and ultimately, you understand what is possible and what is not…what potentials have awaited your grand awakening and what potentials were never to be…and you now feel empowered by both.

It is here, it seems, that our spiritual awakening no longer matters. We have come through that experience and it in itself…is simply a past experience or a gateway we traveled through. It is here, that we discover a deeper maturity about ourselves….our balance is sharper…we have come to a new awareness of ourselves as the Soul that drives our vessel…. yearns for expansion…growth…experiences. We ARE awakened and are LIVING AWAKENED..and that’s enough.

The more you ALLOW life to be what IT IS…the more it is RENEWED through you. Our awakening is not merely an experience. We discover here, that our awakening has always been within us…we merely reached its frequency to awaken within us….our knowing of it…our realization of our own sleepwalking. We were given so many clues and short snap shots of something that felt familiar all along our sleepwalking path…it is once the purging has completed, we are given “pictures” in our third eyes…of experiences that was showing us…our own awakening promise.

Once we experience these massive shifts within us …and we come through our own fires of our own awakening process, we need not carry them around our necks…to be reminded of who we are…or where we have been…we Live  them..we reflect these steps we have mastered…. We have BECOME NEW on this Earth. We have brought the wisdoms and the maturity to Light within us…the truth has set all illusions completely free from the mind and the heart. To know this…is enough.

There is no end to this grand strange trip…once awakened…and once you OBSERVE yourself AWAKENED..freely…you are enough and life is enough and what is…is perfect for creating what will BECOME your new experience as you continue living your new life in the new energy you have a mastered understanding of. Use this energy…let it not lay dormant…be not bashful of it…surrender to your Mastery here.

This process, for me…has come to a maturity that allows me more room to relax into the next stage…whatever that might be. I know for sure…there are no illusions left in my life…I can see clearly now…and it is good…it is ENOUGH.

May your blessings be abundantly embraced..Namaste’



Beaming Light Attitude

Sometimes….truth is so difficult for some to simply accept and be responsible with..bless them…and yes…save the cool white stares…honestly..doing it 5d……



Dizzy with it stumble
A chance for us to quarrel
My head is shaken violent

If I could calm or restrain you
For the sake of pity
Save the pistol
Save the cynics tongue
Save the cool white stare
And treat me to an honest face sometime

Amaze me now

Trust is
The greatest human error
Used me as a vessel
You’re not known for subtlety

If I could calm or restrain you
For the sake of pity
Save the pistol
Save the cynic’s tongue
Save the cool white stare
And treat me to an honest face sometime

Amaze me now

Well there’s quite a skill to torture
Half smile
Was it all you could deliver
So hard to be pleasant

If you could calm or restrain it
For the sake of pity
Save the pistol
Save the cynic’s tongue
Save the cool white stare
And treat me to an honest face sometime

Amaze me now

Natalie Merchant and 10,000 Maniacs

Beaming Light The Weight of Light

Working and Living with Spirit…with  HIGHER CONSCIOUSNESS…with Soul Rising…all awareness of this FEELS so comforting and promising…

also….feels like the skin we wear is too tight at times ..and still comforting, secure and necessary …as if we must FEEL the tightness..the Weight of all this Light

This moment… my Human self is grateful for the compassion given Spirit that resides within..and Rises to Express in Form…the LOVE that is eternally ALL THERE IS…

let me know this today…over and over……that I carry the weight well……

“This life is but a brief tenure, one of many perspectives a spirit must experience in the quest for eternity.” 

Brian Rathbone, Call of the Herald

Beaming Light Receive Your Self



Take a deep breath and feel it in your heart..expanding all cells and opening consciously to your awareness that this is YOUR heart…as you feel that breath…it is that YOU are feeling YOU….You receiving yourself through your heart..

Allow yourself to feel YOU, WHILE opening up consciously to your heart,…taking a breath…

Open consciously ….THIS IS MY HEART…feeling your heart…take a breath in, bringing the breath to each cell..claiming yourself through the heart…..

Be willing to RECEIVE yourself…..

Be open to the unfolding in Unity Consciousness as the awareness of this process opens. The very air you breathe IS OF YOU….Jesus Tells us this clearly in A Course of Love, to focus on our ACCESS to Unity… being in continual relationship to Unity….IT IS A CONSTANT EXCHANGE….

Receive yourself with no specific intended outcome…NO EFFORT….simply receive yourself…as you breathe in and fill your heart with the Unity of YOU……






Beaming Light Be Willing


As I walked in gratitude this morning, before the rising dawn, I was reminded to BE WILLING today…

In gratitude, the view expanded, and the deeply meaning things are revealed as I feel the truth form the roots of the thing I call my life.

I feel the magnetic pull of the flow of things today. Create wisely, from the right eye, all that you desire..and with the left eye..ACCEPT all that you created……

We hear Gods voice when Self speaks through our hearts…and in stillness, we feel the extension we are…of God…of Source….of the Creator…..this is the guidance always, that we need to find our way home…

Changes are in the air, we have created this with the Universe…and we are witnessing the response …..

Be willing to touch truth..fairly..and feel the voice of the rising Self in Form..Guiding your awareness …..of this timing.

“There was a charm in being reborn into the world when one was old enough to appreciate it.” 
Thomm QuackenbushDanse Macabre (Night’s Dream, #2)

Truths open doors to the wealth of slumbering knowledge. This knowledge is not learned …it truly awakens within us, as we step fully into our unknown becoming KNOWN. We extend our reach…extend our acceptance…. WHILE  moving forward, whatever that direction is….

The Christ-Consciousness awakens within us…as patterns of Wholeness. We are RE-BORN into these timelines, to discover our ONENESS with God…our Creator/Source….TO BRING The Spirit to Earth…

Allowing the Self comfort, the Self Love, we assist this process to unfold naturally where we move from time and space ….to…ETERNITY. Peaceful calm, allows us to feel what comes up in this process truthfully….. there is no urging for movement or relocating…we are HERE this Moment…becoming new…transforming our entire everything. New information comes easily, as we allow our moments of meditation or stillness…void of habitual need to stay motivated. We already are motivated, or we would not be here now……

We are BORN NEW…born to new truth and wisdom…..  of being born to new life and new ways to be this New HUman Being species, in a world that has never been before now…for we have not lived it to Life yet. This is us….inspired to do so….we are ready……

 “Everywhere we shine, death and life burn into something new…” 
AberjhaniElemental: The Power of Illuminated Love

Be Willing……….



Beaming Light Horrible Relief


** This is a conversation shared At the Table two years ago. This came to me this morning…after sharing a conversation with a friend yesterday…as she gracefully stepped into acceptance…she told me…”what a horrible relief”…

I immediately understood, and felt the energy…and awakening is still that…a horrible relief…but as we continue to awaken at new elevations, we allow new observations of this process, and the acceptance comes easy…softly…deeply…for we now see that WE are each activating the next step in the process, and how we ACCEPT and RESPOND to the process, at each elevation, is how we experience the next shift of the Self in Form….

I was guided to share this conversation again, for the  travelers newly awakening, and for those that simply would like a space for a deeper breath…I am honored to share it here today……** Namaste’

Today’s conversation comes from an awareness..perfect and true..that awakening IS a horrible RELIEF. Like waiting for the right moment that is really just you waiting to let go of the fear to see the truth..then..The way is ILLUMINATED  by your sheer exhaustion from hiding your eyes…

Many visitors have shared recently their awakening stories..all very intense and some very dimensional…some have much drama, some are immediately healed…ALL of us TELLING STORIES.

The Horrible is the loss that seems to be a pattern in this process….the loss of family and it by our decisions or theirs. The loss of jobs and homes..and most of all..the loss of who we thought we were… the seemingly time wasted. All the programmed patterns that must be illuminated to be eliminated……the Horrible is we realize the immense struggles we traveled ILLUSION. We THOUGHT we were LIVING..when in fact..none of it turns out real.

The RELIEF is the acceptance and the peace that comes from this process..when we step in grace to our true BEING…we are through it..we are still with a clear and present knowing…a deeper acceptance..of not just ourselves..and it must start there, but a deeper awareness of others truths as well..and their struggles, for we all have them,and then you go to a higher dimension of consciousness, where literally all that HORRIBLE realization is created into a beautiful a raw and twisted piece of burl wood..that once care is given and its skin is polished, its brilliance is shown ..the beauty captivates your heart and then the story can be told..with new breath, new acceptance..a grace that we had hidden away JUST FOR THIS OCCASION.

 Stop chasing what your mind wants and you’ll get what your Soul needs

Awakening is not easy..ITS NOT PRETTY, ITS RAW AND TWISTED, it’s a mess..unless it isn’t..but we all have the scars of the journey., and they cannot be dressed in pretty bows..until you look at the raw and twisted truths and then the polishing can begin..and the twisted truth..illusion, can be loved into this masterpiece called your awakened life…what a relief..

“No matter how awakened you are, the conditioning roots are deep; very deep. Reclamation is a constant process.”

― Bryant McGill, Simple Reminders: Inspiration for Living Your Best Life

You do not think yourself awake, you find yourself knee deep in confusion. You do not know you are stuck until you are in the middle of the mud….and drowning. It is simply timed within your Soul..the mission of the Soul, to experience Its own Self through this Human Being  on Earth.

“Consciousness is non-physical.

You are the witness of the wonder.

You are in your own world. You are free. You are liberated. You are nothing to do with anything.”

― Michael Mackintosh, You Are Not A Person


To perceive this truth..”you are nothing to do with anything”….melds consciousness and acceptance…what a relief…..Unity….

We share these stories today At the Table, for all those newly awakening, and for a gentle reminder to all… that this process..this awareness of each to  the Souls that they are…is indeed very personal, and is to be honored. We share with you the immense joy that comes from our hearts to witness such awakenings. We understand …we paved this path..all for ourselves, from the Masters of the past before us…that too..paved their own paths… and now you have the blueprints ..there is indeed a manual for lives within each of the book..sitting on the twisted raw burlwood..and you will begin to experience your given knowledge. What a horrible relief indeed….

Thank you for joining us today At the Table, where we are honored and grateful to share what is On my Plate. This time on Earth is chaotic and calm, is of war and of peace, is absolutely perfect and we must all unconditionally accept what we, as each individual chooses to experience. It is all such it needs to be…grow within, dance to your own harmony…struggle as much or as little as is required to pave your own journey. Illuminate the peace and the Love within your hearts dear fellow travelers..we have come such a very long way to find….. Home….Namaste’

May the Long Time Sun
Shine upon you
All love surround you
And the pure light
within you
Guide your way on
Guide your way on

May the Long Time Sun
Shine upon you
All love surround you
And the pure light
within you
Guide your way on
Guide your way on

Beaming Light Gentle Reminders….


“One day, it will all make sense, it will all be revealed. Until then, we learn to live and accept our shadows, our Déjà vu’s, our dreams, our intuition that takes us to places that our minds never conceived, our bodies only perceived and our souls gladly remembered. Conversations and experiences amuse me, for I am experimenting with my feelings in ways that I can only do down here. Language makes up for a very interesting, yet bizarre way of putting thoughts into spoken form for the sound to move on in other peoples’ ears, but every language, every sound, every word carries with it a long history, a deep culture and the souls of the many people who have previously used it throughout the centuries. Our hearts give us direction, hope and the passion to keep moving forward.. But what we do when they’re frozen, broken, torn apart by an unhealthy way of living is what gives us new strength to push forward or kills us completely. Deep inside, we feed the entities that empower the fight between our internal demons and angels. We feed them with our thoughts, our emotions, our self-talk and the external talk that we lower our shields to at times. Whether good or bad, this brings about a change internally and at times there isn’t much we can do to protect ourselves. At times, we need to let things be and go along with it. Of course, we’re all worried, stressed, confused and lacking direction at times and we’re in the same way at peace, stable and walking in the right direction once we get things sorted. Give it some time, give it some light, give it some love. You’re not very far away.” 

Virgil Kalyana Mittata Iordache 


Beaming Light United

“Consciousness never exists alone, it always comes attached to a body.”
Marty Rubin 



“We are bound to our bodies like the bark to the tree. We can’t even die without them.”
Marty Rubin

May your blessings be abundantly observed this day…as this journey of elucidation continues…rises….. to yet a new elevation…Namaste’♥♥♥



Beaming Light It Was All Worth It


We set the field to fire
We set the lark to flight
The smoke fell low and even
It crowned the flames but blocked the light

And as the blazes passed us
Across the columbine
The seeds laid in the ashes were
Opening below the pine
Opening below the pine

You fallen, broken seed
The day returned to you
You dreamt of fire and woke to find it true

Just like the rains in winter
When the levees bear and bend
The road has got a foot of water
But the fields are full again

You fallen, broken seed
The day returned to you
And shook you from your sleep
And laid the world to view
You dreamt of fire and woke to find it true




I turned on my Roku this morning to put on Pandora…it had a Lovely screen announcing NATIONAL STREAMING DAY!!

I feel the rays pouring into me..especially at my Star core and at my Crown today and I feel almost breathless by the guidance I am receiving. The streaming of this energy is all encompassing and with this is the etheric sounds in my ears….I feel the sounds rising and having a rhythm…a code….and I feel energy moving or shifting up and down under my feet, like an earthquake…like aftershocks …..yet I am not witnessing vertigo…I simply am allowing what I am feeling and going about my life daily…..sustaining the energy or expression made manifest of unconditional acceptance and maintaining the flow of Life within the expression of LOVE….Namaste’

Beaming Light – Miracles Each Day

“We now will discuss being the true Self while becoming the true Self—the time in between your awareness of and access to Christ-consciousness, or unity, and your sustainability of Christ-consciousness, or unity, in form. As was said earlier: To realize the state of becoming is to realize that an in-between exists between the time of […]

via Relaxation Takes Us Home — MIRACLES EACH DAY